so yesterday wasnt a really great day for me, found out we have a full week this week -_- and i got my phone taken away, which lead to my 3 detentions but its okay im trying to keep up a postive self no matter how hard it is! i am just realizing now how much college things are needed and now when the due date is almost close i am stressing the most. i really dont know why i always procratinate, but i guess it became a very bad habit of mine, which i just cant seem to stop, hopefully soon though!!!

It’s 8:01 P.M and sadly im at workk, ughhh. i wish time can you by faster so i can leavee. i leave in exactly 59 minutes :DD yayeee! i need to go home and drown myself with college stuff. there isnt even enough time to eat dinner anymore. ok so maybe im lying -___- i just want june to come around so everything can be past mee. i just wanna graduate alreadyyy, if i even make it that far.

so im a little late in blogging i know but its not my fault all of a sudden both of my laptops at home randomly got a virus over the weekend how much of a worst timing can that be especially when all the college stuff is now due -__- but its okay i guess i can stay in school till 5:00pm i mean i just love staying after school for the fun of it(*sarcasm*). Anyways my Halloween was pretty unexpected. It actually rained on me but you think that stopped me??? DEF NOT!!! even though i was drenched and people said that i looked like i just took a shower i didnt let that ruin my day. So as long as im not sick i had a pretty okay day.

SLEEEEEEP!
You’re the best thing ever !
You’re the only thing that makes me happy.
Because You stop me from thinking, stressing,and being tired .
You’re just the perfect thing in my life.
Im always looking foward to you SLEEP!
What would I do without you SLEEP!
You take all my troubles away
And replace them with amazing dreams!
Im thankful that I have you SLEEP. (:
Well that is all I have to say; GOODNIGHT.

Dear BLANK,

I HATE YOUR GIRLFRIEND! ugh, I can’t stand her. She always has a smart remark to everything I say. I sometimes just want to curse her out. But I dont just because I know you wouldn’t want us to fight. I wouldn’t want to cause tension between her and me. But she’s the ”adult” here and should think before she speaks. I can’t keep my mouth shut for her any longer! My feelings and anger are piling up and I’m loosing patience with her. There’s not one thing I like about her and I can’t see why you LOVE her?! You’re suppose to be by my side not hers ! Im your BLOOD and she isn’t. Why do you choose her over me ”/ I thought I was always going to be your first priority but I guess not. You only see me when I call you and sometimes you say you ”can’t”. Why can’t you ever call me like you use too or come see me ? Honestly, do you even care about me anymore? Just let me know I can handle it. I feel betrayed, alone, and abandon by you but I guess i’ll get over it. Hopefully, we can be a close family again but who knows when that will ever happen.

Sincerely,
YOUR DAUGHTER.