I have this hole in my chest were my heart used to  beat, I have this empty space were my should be.  The black widow, succubis and demon she took it away. Feeding upon my last breath when I was just moments ago free , just moments ago I could breath, now I am shut [...]

  I long to escape this hell she placed me in long ago and then left me in. What was love is now hate, I think her to be vermin a disgusting piece of shit that I can’t get rid of fast enough. Parts of me think it would be better to destroy every thing [...]

   I was just informed by my friend shals ex girlfriend that she recently discovered I had taken her virginity a few years back. I was in love with her then and we were dating. I never thought that I would end up taking that and it certainly was not my perogative. Four years later [...]

Step into my broken path for I am drawn between the two. Take my hand and lead me in darkness through your knowing path of this crowded room. Take me in the moment and may heat and passion come to play. Let me scream your name in silence and turn away in vain.   Enter my [...]

I woke up this morning feeling happier than I have in years. Its like I have broken through a baracade and am now free from pain and hurt. I wonder if this is what she wanted for me all along. 
  I still have a long way to go but I am feeling better than I [...]

    I sit here remembering every thing hoping that I have the courage to do this. I dont want to hurt any one any more. I forfeite every thing and in end I would do so to bring every thing back. I would give up my pride and all self worth if it meant that [...]

   I have never been one to throw sand in some ones eyes or fight needlessly over some thing for long periods of time but today relly topped the cake. I have known this girl for four years and in that four years we have been through hell and back with each other. This kills [...]

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